Poem: The Woman Entrepreneur

The journey of a million miles
in pursuit of many lofty goals
began with but a simple dream

No tides no oceans no raging rivers
no! these meandering waters
fell in with the driver's theme

I am done disrupting
now I build an empire
from what's left of a pile of rubble

While you wonder if I could
handle the machinery of trade
here I am already starting trouble

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: A Birthday Song

My little angel
My Joan of Arc
My sweet Ariel
My Tony Stark

Of all their traits
You were made
Wit and beauty
Skill and staid
Sweetness, kindness
Beauty of heart
Bright and sassy
Too smart for art

You are the wind
Beneath our wings
Unbending, undefeated
And inspiring
But best of all
My little one
You are you
When all's said and done

A birthday full of gifts
Is par for the course
And my first is a promise
Of love of course
Whatever the outcome
Whatever the game
Whichever the battle
Or beast to tame
Your Dad & I will travel with you
Today and always

(C) VedicVerses

Poem: Seeking a Friend for the End

Lift me up 
Lighten my load
Tell me we'll make it 
To the end of this road

See the work I put in
To take it all in
Shield me from the judging
And the rest of the din

Take me in your arms
Wrap me in them tight
Make me smile with your silliness
Tell me stories in the night

This heart is so tortured
It needs your help to lighten up
People tell me don't be bitter
I'm not, I'm just fed up

This soul is so defeated
It needs some loving care
People tell me I'm depressed
I'm not, but I'm getting there

This smile is so wan
It needs a reason to exist
People say I'm closed to suggestion
I'm not, I'm just dealing with this

This spirit is all I have
A weak and fading light
People say I'm defeated
I'm not, I've got plenty of fight

I'm seeking a friend for the end
I'm seeking a kindred soul
I'm asking for an atom not a mountain
A tiny spot of sunshine to make me whole

Poem: (She Doesn't Know)

There's a cloud over my head

(She doesn't know)

Deathlier than any sword

(She doesn't know)

Silver lining or not

(She doesn't know)

Its louder than a raging storm

(She doesn't know)

I have no God to offer her

(She doesn't know)

My faith is in my love for her

(She doesn't know)

But some days I love me more

(She doesn't know)

Some days I cannot save her

(She doesn't know)

I break out in cold sweat

(She sleeps softly)

I whisper her name in the dark

(She's snoring now)

I rub the sleep from my eyes

(She's waking there)

I hold her close in my arms

(She gives me a kiss)

I lie awake long after

(She doesn't know)

Stoking the resentment I sometimes feel

(She doesn't know)

Then she chuckles in her sleep

(She doesn't know)

And I fall deep into my own guilt

(She doesn't know)

Was it my doing and its consequence?

(She doesn't know)

Or the queer workings of happenstance?

(She doesn't know)

In this way do I get my comeuppance?

(She doesn't know)

Planted seed, sowed this circumstance?

(She doesn't know)

All I can do is await the day

(She doesn't know)

Try to predict the outcome

(She doesn't know)

How will she judge me in some future there?

(She doesn't know)

Worse than I do in this present here?

(She doesn't know)

How do I tell you of this coming fate?

(You don't know)

Smiling you will embrace the day

(You don't know)

As they take you away to 'heal'

(You don't know)

Will I watch trust's demise in your eyes?

(You don't know)

Don't think less of me my little one

(I hope you know)

I'd take your place if I could

(I hope you know) 

Don't judge too harshly when time is come

(I hope you know)

Black though my deeds, my heart is good

(I hope you know)

© VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Your Prejudice

Keep your prejudice

In a time capsule

Bury it deep

For progeny, you fool

Open your eyes

To the damage you do

To self, to us

Who must endure you

You complain

Of injustice done

In ancient times

When battles could be won

Who will survive

Humanity's downfall

When a mere atom

Can obliterate all?

An apocalypse stirs

Beneath shallow tinder pools

Hate is a spark

In the hands of fools

Keep your prejudice

In a time capsule

And if it is unearthed

We'll have survived you

#jesuischarlie

© VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Instagram

I look at your Instagram
I reach out
My fingers find a cold screen
At the end of their journey
I want to know the back-story
I'd ask but
I'm too afraid to break the code
Is there one?
I've often wondered

Your pictures weave a beautiful story
More beautiful than my feeble attempts
Story-telling is such a magical gift
Poetry is merely gilded
Emotional barfing
I've been bulimic
For so long
I've forgotten
What its like to be full

I stumble upon words
My vocabulary is accidental
Its the reason I thought
I'd take up photography
And I've been hash-tagging my way
Along, since then,
On my Instagram

But my prison has a limited view
There are only so many pictures
I can take
Of that beautiful sky
And its lonely gulls
This place has just 2 seasons
Worth shooting

But your Instagram
Breathes and bounces
It has a life of its own
You make even a lonely
Telephone pole
Seem alluring

I've had a good run
My life has been full
Of its own little magic
But its dull now
My attempts at coloring it
Seem almost desperate
I wonder... if I had your skill...
I wonder if I could
Instagram my life around

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: My promise

I like it when its quiet
I’m allowed it
A few minutes everyday
Its quiet without
But there’s a din within
Being hard on myself is easy
Jumping up on a pedestal
Only a little more work
Accepting the simple plausible truth
Staring back at me from the mirror
Somehow, is a hike

Always, I waited
For them to leave
And my heart bled
Till it could bleed no more
Yet I was lucky
For they left in time
But not this time
He is sticking it out
How this will end
Is anybody’s guess
I wait and watch
As that weather-beaten organ
Continues to bleed dry

Do I dare hope?
Is that love in the shadows?
Waiting for me
Waiting for our chance
To arrive finally
Or does it get ready?
To buckle its shoes and run
It needn’t go far
It is already out of reach

Someday my sweet darling
You and I will be the queens
Of a quiet little villa on a beautiful hill
In a faraway sunny place
With white wide verandahs
Through which cool breeze dances
Under a hot sun
In the shade of some humble tree

And I will set you up to win
In every way
In life, in love
At work and at play
Yours will be my final victory
Snatched from the jaws of defeat
By my poor weather-beaten heart

This, I promise you

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Two Lifes

I've lived my life in two parts:

The one that came before you

Lived as if I had forever

To unwrap, unpackage

Me, my only endeavor

It was a wicked time, of much derring-do

And then there was you

Making me work harder

Than I had ever done

Even before you were conceived

Little one

Making me want to live

For a higher purpose

The pursuit of me giving way

To a love so utterly selfless

This year of my new life I've lived

From one smile to the next

Measuring my worth

By every tear you shed

My life now full of

The comfort of soft little hands

The buzz from tinkling little laughs

The tickles from snorty little chuckles

The little growls when you're in that mood

The cuteness fix from you mimicking Harley

Stolen kisses while you dream your dreams

Life couldn't get better than this!

(C) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Evenings are for regret

Evenings are for regret

Loathsome feelings emerge

From something vile bubbling beneath

The tired aching earth

Evenings are to forget

The million smiles given freely

Bazillion hugs taken 

From that selfish innocent

Evenings make me lament

Another day lost to little jobs

That pay nothing, not even satisfaction

At a job well done, for it's got to be done again

Mornings are my friends

I wake up to her laughter

It washes over me

Rids me of the filthy remnants

Of last evening's slovenly regret

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Choice

Love what you have

Love who you are

Make a little room

In your soul

For the world around you

Cherish this time

It won't come back

The future can wait

That is it's purpose

Hate what you have

Be your own worst enemy

Lose what you have

In pursuit of a wild eyed dream

Chase the future

Ignore your present

For if tomorrow comes

You'll be your only friend

There's a choice to make

Poem: Babe

Loves to keep me on my toes
What she's thinking no one knows
Gives me smiles that make my heart melt
Her crying does to me stuff I've never felt
Holds my finger tight in her little hands
I try to teach her to turn, but she's ready to stand
Grabs my hair in her little fists
Hers is the sweetest face I've ever kissed
Boy! Has she got that pout down
When it comes to fake tears, she'll laugh every 'ol croc out of town

These sleepless nights, those painful weeks
Those achy days of changing messy leaks
Wish they were fewer? Yes of course I do!
But one more thing I'd say too..
My unpredictable babe, my treasure, my little gift
You're the only reason for life and everything in it

Poem: Forgotten

Lost my edge?
Lost my nerve?
Lost the will
Or just my verve?

Had a goal
Stayed the path
Then explain
This sorry start

Not a start
A fork in the road
Leading away
From my other half

Never been this forgotten
This faded away
This insignificant
Didn't think I'd see this day

The half that is new
Is hard-won too
But should it compel me
To let the other half go?

Questions there always are
And always will be
But I used to have answers
There was an oracle in me

Who am I?
Where do I go?
Once this sabbatical is done
What will I know?

O help! despair
There's no place for you
I may be forgotten
But I'm needed too

Give me strength
And sweet hope to spare
I'll know where I am
When I get there

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: My Sweet Valentine

Go where you will
Fly, fly away
I will borrow wings
To fly with you

Be who you will
Find, find yourself
I will be you for a day
To watch you grow

Feel what you will
Share, share your dreams
I will be a sponge
To live the world through your senses

Do your worst
Show, show the naysayers
I will be strong
To be your shield against their blows

Fall all you will
Glide, glide on a sweet breeze
I will be a giant pillow
To catch you

Be more than I'll ever be
Be less than I ever was
Live for you
Love for you
Sing your own songs
Walk your own path

You are what I dreamed I'd be one day
Mine is an endless selfish love
And it will never fail you
My little one

(C) VedicVerses

Poem: Love yourself

The heart is generous
Love fills it to the brim
The heart is made for love
After all

And love's not wasted
When the world is full of things
To care for

A mother who's more than motherhood
A friend, a foe and everything in between
A father who's the first man
You ever kissed on the cheek
And hoped that every man that followed
Lived up to at least a shadow of the man

A sister who was always there
Even if just to fight
Caring in a way, only sisters can
Promising to lend even her soul
If ever you were in need of one

All the quiet loving friends
Who never let on how much you've meant
And for how long
Not knowing how it might've helped
When you struggled through life's little battles

All those unfortunate princes
Who weren't quite the white knights
Not for you in any event
Plunging that knife, deeper,
In an ever bleeding heart
Than all the evil queens in the world

And that final fortunate prince
Who stole your heart when you challenged him
And stole it for life

All the gentle, mute, mischievous children
Siblings, friends and strangers in need
Of the animal kind

So many to love, who loved
A busy journey for the heart
I'm sure
Strange that you forgot to enjoy
The lightness being busy brings

So I wonder in the end
Did you forget to love yourself?

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: The List

Remember the milk...
... Remember to heal
From all the insignificant hurts
They are only a fraction of how you feel
Remember to sow
All that you want to reap
Remember to grow
Remember to keep
Sleep on a thought
You think in haste
Remember not to let
A loving impulse go waste
Be true to yourself
Remember to smile
Remember your heart
When the mind's gone on for a while
Remember you have
A place in this world
Someone else is that other person
Remember to be your own girl
Life is too short
And slippery as silk
Remember that little one...
Oh! and remember the milk!

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Lost

Too weary to move
Too intimidated to try
My own choices
Brought me here
But where's here?
I'm so lost!

Poem: Stuck

Got some gunk on my shoe
And now its stuck
Now its a part of the sole
Just some more muck
I'd wash my shoe but
Is there any point?
Where I tread, there'll be more
Its a constant lament
Kinda like this phase
And a broken sorta luck
I'll make a friend out of Murphy yet
Sometimes its just comfy to be stuck

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Spring

Looking forward to spring
The flowers, the daylight, the colors and more
Not that I have anything against this winter
But even the most content of bears
Need to come out of hibernation at some point!

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Morning After

I'm glad I'm a happy drunk
That I'm still smiling
After all the things I said
That I'm still standing
After all the things I did
That my inner devil is just a lot of mush
That my friends still care whether sober or sloshed
Yeah, I'm glad I'm a happy drunk

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)

Poem: Sleep

Oh to sleep another hour
What I would give to be so lucky
Blessed are husbands and dogs and children
Being a mom or a wife's plain sucky!! 

(c) VedicVerses (Rucha Gokhale)