its been a while... yes once again... just wanted to pen (key!) something in...
This month on the 26th, it will be five months into a new phase of life. Can hardly believe it! Things HAVE changed, that's certain. But as usual, not in absolute terms... not in black or white... mostly in pastels... but yeah, admittedly some parts of grey as well. What I mean is, its wonderful to have found a soulmate... but a little unfortunate to have lost a little bit of my individuality. Not of course, because of the soulmate, but instead because of life itself!
I guess that is the outcome generally of moving into a different phase... or a different place?
This change of phase, also brought about a change in lifestyle, not entirely the result of marriage, but mostly as a result of changing geographies. Home is what the heart makes of it. I still feel a little uncomfortable in my shoes sometimes because of the all or nothing state of things.
I'm not doing a good job of explaining, am I?
I guess what I am trying to say is, would it have taken so long to create a new world of activities for us and for me, had we been in India? What makes it difficult to do out here in the US? Hopefully, that question is answered by mobility, and yet, I'm not so sure it will be. I mean, we live in the most happening of all places, don't we? Nothing is supposed to compare to New York, right? Well, I am beginning to feel a little differently... perhaps, Pune is more happening to me, simply because my roots are in India...
Oh well, to be perfectly honest, I'd never be quite so "comfortable in my own boots" no matter where I was... I seem to be stricken with an ever present sense of Wanderlust...
Wanderlust, where will you take me next???
